Denial Queen...(",)

This will be my biggest SIN to my HONEY...To start my story sobrang na hot seat ako this evening dito sa office with my department together with my Manager. We were just talking about somebody then suddenly biglang sakin napunta ang topic they asking me kung nasaan na si h2b which is until now Di nila alam kung nanliligaw ba o kami na. Imagine for 2years & 5months namin secret parin...(",) As usual I keep on denying my h2b be grabe sobrang nahihirapan ako everytime I keep on denying him coz I know nasasaktan ko sya even na we both agree sa ganitong set up coz ayaw namin maintriga. To continue my kwento my manager talaga keep on asking me as in tanong sya ng tanong she tells me pa na ang TORPE naman ni h2b ko gusto pa yata si ANGIE ang manligaw sa kanya eto naman isang officemate ko keep on laughing kase siya lang ang nakakaalam sa department namin na kami na. Opps accidentally lang na nabuking nya kami imagine sa laki ba naman ng Manila nakita pa nya kami kaya ayun force ako na umamin sa kanya. Pero okei lang naman tahimik lang din naman sya about me and my h2b.

Hay wawa naman ang HONEY KO napagbibintangan ng wala naman kinalaman. Sometimes tuloy naiisip ko unfair nako sa h2b coz di ko man lang sya maipagmalaki instead tinatago kopa sya. Feeling ko tuloy he don't deserve me coz ganyan ang ginagawa ko sa kanya :( ... If my h2b read this sasabihin na naman nya na madrama ako, pero honestly I feel guilty about it coz were getting married na pero until now ganito parin ang situation namin. I Love my h2b so much and I pray na kahit ganito ang relationship na patago2 wag syang magsawa sakin.

By the way I made my post long nanaman coz of my sentiments. Medyo bitin ba kwento ko next post ko I share you our love story na pwede nyong ibase sa kantang "SECRET LOVER'S & YOU & ME AGAINST THE WORLD"...Hehehe siguro nahihiwagan na kayo sa story namin ng h2b ko..To those na nakakachat ko for sure they have idea about us. Anyway till my next post again...Sana wedding preps naman ang post ko...(",)

Counting the days!!!

Hey guys its been a long time nanaman na di me nakakapag update ng blog ko. Anyway to make kwento bakit me natagal its because I was confined last March 22-26 for an operation in Gall Bladder kailangan na syang tangalin kase may stones na sya. Sad to say kailangan ko magpahinga for almost a week advise na doctor kahit 3weeks pwede me magrest dahil hinayang ang lola sa leave 1week lang ang ginamit ko. Balik work me last April 4 pa pero no time to update parin dahil tambak ang work ko kaya w@w mail lang ang naoopen ko. Sa ngayon balik preps na ulit me habang counting the days na sa pagdating ni H2B...yahooo...may kasama na me ngayon sa preps ko hopefully mabook narin ang venue for reception...

To my co blogger inggit na me sa inyo dami nyo na update..:( I hope makapag update pa me ng madalas....Paano back to work na me update you nalang ulit sana di na matagal....

First Book...Late Update....

I'm back... Its been a long time since my first post made. Hay buti naman ngayon nakapag update nako. By the way I will update you with my preps though its really late coz when I made this blog of mine I already book our church. To give you side kwento me and my honey's original plan to get married is December this year but for my situation having h2b working abroad it will only depends on his sked. From December to January 2006 I thought that will be final coz estimate month he will be here is January... This time its me who change the month from January to February 18,2006 for what reason..Coz I think we cannot make requirements from the church since he will be here Jan the month of our wedding so I told him to change to February. So finally we end up February next year if you notice the month dont have a date coz my honey told me I will be the one to choose the date.

Why February 18??? Sabi nila kase the best date you need to get married is 8 coz paikot-ikot lang daw ang relationship nyo. Unfortunately for February its only 18 which in landing on a weekends since I want to get married on a weekend too... You know when my h2b ask me what date I told him 18 he was really surprise. For some people dont know me coz February 19 is my birthday thats why one day after my "BIG DAY" its my birthday...

Wow I made a long post now after so long... Anyway February 05,2005 I went to San Agustin Church with my officemate to pay reservation fee for February 18, 2006 at 4pm. Yahoo I block already the date&time for my BIG DAY!!!

Hay I made already a post for my first suppliers lets see what next... Till my next post again...Hope not so long...

Atlast....(",)

Finally I made my first post here...It's been a long time since I sign pero ngayon lang nakapag post...Anyway its time me to start preparing for my upcoming wedding...oppss very excited na kaya here I am kahit di mahilig magsulat ng ganito Im trying to make for my special day sake... By the way I would like to thank my fellow w@wie for helping me how to use this blogs.